Criss Angel and Holly Madison Break Up

Four months I swear nothing lasts in this blasted world. Ok not that they were the idea couple but come on people just don't last at all. Now what would be bad if she goes and cries on heffs shoulder. I woud toss her a quarter and tell her to call someone who cares. What celeb couples really last why can't people be more like will smith and jada pinkett smith. They are like AWESOME couple. Tell me who you think are GREAT couples and no cartoon or unrealistic like the munsters or addams family :-)

What The Hell Happend

I tell you what you lose the internet a few years come back and you miss out on so much. Well my life has been sucky and wonderful. My kids are getting huge and I feel old as hell. There is so much to hate and love I didn't even really get to complain about gas prices. They are good now but they sucked a while back. I can't lose weight. Well I can I just don't want to cut out pasta, potatos, chocolate you know all the good stuff. But I have been exerciseing. I want to know if you eat decent and even drink water a lot and exercise why the hell do you GAIN weight. I mean one day you way yourself and a week later DAMN two more freakin pounds. I was better off not dieting. So I told myself well if I gain weight this way I guess god is telling me don't deniy yourself good food. Or at least thats what I want to believe. Well I am hoping to keep this up so talk to you all later.

Mel

Dwayne (the Rock) Johnson

Is a kick as actor. I love every single movie he has been in so far. In fact I own every single movie he has been in so far. I love how much he puts into it. His acting is fantastic and the roles he plays is always great.

Gridiron Gang (2006) (as Dwayne 'The Rock' Johnson) .... Sean Porter
Spy Hunter: Nowhere to Run (2006) (VG) (voice) .... Alex Decker
Southland Tales (2006) .... Boxer Santaros/Jericho Kane
Doom (2005) .... Sarge
Be Cool (2005) .... Elliot Wilhelm
Walking Tall (2004) .... Chris Vaughn
The Rundown (2003) .... Beck... aka Welcome to the Jungle (Australia) (UK)
The Scorpion King (2002) .... Mathayus the Scorpion King
The Scorpion King: Rise of the Akkadian (2002) (VG) (voice) .... Mathayus
The Mummy Returns (2001) .... Mathayus the Scorpion King
"Star Trek: Voyager" .... The Champion (1 episode, 2000)

Longshot (2000) (as Dwayne Johnson) .... The Mugger...
"The Net" .... Brody (1 episode, 1999) -

"That '70s Show" .... Rocky Johnson (1 episode, 1999)

List Of Good Bad Movies

I have seen a lot of movies lately and there are some really good ones and some not so great.

You Me and Depree was ok not great not totally bad. It had some laughs but that was about it.

Click I really loved click some people didn't like it since Adam Sandler played a simi drama charactor. But the story and the actors were great. Christopher Walken was funny he is a unique. He is as funny as he is as scary looking.

Superman Returns I greatly enjoyed. I was really afraid I was going to dislike it I only see two supermen Chistopher Reeves and Tom Welling he is just to cute not to like.

Clerks 2 was alright. I am not a big fan of Kevin Smith but my husband loves his movies. Now I did like Jersey Girl but his other movies has F*&K in it to much. But Clerks 2 was funny, jason mews was himself and was as funny as he always is.

Ant Bully was really good I really enjoyed it. I know it was like Bugs Life and Ants but it was a nice change to shrink a human down to become an ant. The kid being naked was a little disturbing even though you don't see anything.

Da Vinci Code I really liked. I would think it would be cooler if jesus was married and had a kid. I think that it would be easier to realate to him better. Instead of trying so hard to be perfect it would just make things better to think that he loved someone and was with someone intemently. That he knew physical attraction and that type of love. The movie made things interesting I think the christians need to give it a break and calm the hell down about it. It was based on a fiction book. NOT REAL. They all just need to put their underwear in the freezer for about an hour then put them back on.

I don't watch love movies so I won't ever talk about something so sweet and so romantic. I am actually embarressed that I cried at Lake House. I know what a freakin sap.

If anyone ever has a question about some movies I will do my best to find the answer. I just thought I would do a thing on movies this time since movies is a very big part of my life. I do have quite a collection. But thank you for reading people.

Oh just a quick thing I found a saying thing that I am now going to say a lot, not on here but in my everyday life. Work like you don't need the money, Dance like no one is watching, And Love like you never been hurt.

The Borrows

I bet everyone one of you know these type of people. People that just come around to borrow stuff and don't want your company just your stuff. And it ends up taking them weeks or months to get your stuff back. For me and my husband we know this person that doesn't talk to us for months and then all of a sudden hey can I borrow this movie. Sorry I haven't called or anything I have been busy working and stuff. I just want to tell him to shove it. Even family is that way it sucks so bad. You think someone calls to say hi and to see how you are when in fact they just want to borrow something. I think the word borrow should have a new definition , borrows - blood sucking vermine AKA Leeches. I tried and talk to my husband about not lending out anything of ours but he is a sucker and gives in.

I guess I can also put moocher in here. Moocher someone that feeds of you and doesn't do anything for themselves such as your kids as teenagers. Well I hate borrowing money from family it makes me feel completly guilty. I know they mean well and want to help but I just wish I could do great on my own without having to fall back on my family. Now I try not to be a borrower or a moocher but I do borrow books from my friend. Only because she is done with them and I don't have any books. I need to go to the library and get a card. I don't want to buy books cause then I just have books that I don't ever read. But movies I love to have I enjoy watching them over and over and over again. If it is a good movie not something stupid or lame. But back to borrowers and moochers I would like to know what the hell those people are thinking. Well this person works here and they get free stuff maybe if I call them and make them feel guilty they will give me something. I think it is a load of Sh*&. I see why some people choose to be friendless becuase of having to take care of them. I don't have to many friends that depend on themselves and the ones that do I hope to keep them for a long time. But as for the borrowers and moochers when I tell them that I feel like all they want me for is to borrow sh*& then they can just leave me alone cause I am not going to let them borrow anything else. They have the freakin gaul to try and make me feel like crap. But anyway this whole thing is I HATE BORROWERS AND MOOCHERS thank you for reading and have a wonderful day.

My Dream Bedroom

I love taking pictures of things. I took the picture of a rose because no matter how many pictures I take of them they are always beautiful and different. My patience with them has not faded. Plus I love dark colors and pictures in black and white.

I think something that would make me feel better is to redo my bedroom. Paint it purple and rag it with white. And have a black and purple bed set. I would love a black and purple bedroom, I want it dark and sexy. I like the canopy beds and I would drap a black and purple see through material over the bed. Almost like a curtain. And about 6 of the biggest fluffiest pillows that I can find. I don't like the little baby pillows just for show. I want big massive pillows. In this room to have hardwood floors and a shag rug under the bed a black one. I want the bed in the middle of the room not against any walls so you can walk all the way around it. I think black dressers would look nice and some black and purple bean bag chairs. I was at this house once that had glitter in it and painted their ceiling with it. And as for on the night stands purple and black candles with lillac flowers freash of course. I have it all pictured in my head and I will have it one day.

I have pretty muched planned out my dream home and all the colors I would like it to be. So many people like just plan white walls but with some blues or reds it would look so much better. I want a purple bathroom , a red kitchen , and my sons room to be blue white and black. My daughter to have pink white and black bedroom. I want my livingroom to be brown white and dark brown. I want a very colorful house. When I was a teenager I wanted a tye dye wall but my mom said I couldn't. I don't know why maybe I could do that with a bathroom ceilling or a play room. But the bedroom thing I would love to have black and white photos on the wall and just make it cozy and dark. A mattress isn't to important just as long as it is soft. I can't sleep on a hard mattress it hurts my back. But tell me about your dream bedroom.

Do You Believe?

It has been awile since I have posted and I am sorry. I have been really busy with my new job but I thought I would ask this question.

Do you believe in ghosts or spirits of any sorts. I have seen a few things and I have heard some things. I have heard children in an abandoned school. I have heard people talking in an empty church. I have felt people around me in an empty house, like someone walked right passed me. I don't know if any of you have heard of Sylvia Brown and I some times think she is full of it buy the supernatural intrests me. I love Supernatural the TV Show. They have done fantastic with stories and actors. I have read dozens of books and watched tons of documentries on the supernatural. I have seen someone possessed one time. It was freaky and scared me but at the same time very interesting. If you have ever seen or heard something let me know I think this stuff is great. I won't tease no one except myself :-). But if these things are real I wish I could see them and hear them more often.

My Trip

Well I am beyond glad to be home. My job doesn't seem to hard to do but my boss is a different story. My boss got wasted, drunk off their butt. I was in a smoking room and my roomate smoked like a chimney, never was without a cigerette. My roomates assumed that I smoked or wouldn't mind all the smoke. My boss and co-worker was my roomates. So I slept under the blankets. My co-worker left about seven times during the meeting just to go and smoke. I don't have anything against smokers but I thought she could have some consideration that I didn't smoke. I ended up takeing two showers a day and stuffing my clothes and bag under the bed so my clothes wouldn't smell like smoke. I ended up walking to a wal-mart about a mile away to buy febreeze. I just sprayed my bed and clothes and bag. I didn't want to be mean so I did it when the smoke-aholic was down stairs. I did take some pictures and thats all them up there. I know the one is hard to see but I took it at dark. It looked beautiful at night to go over a large city with a clear sky. But my camera wouldn't take a clear picture. But I hope you enjoy the pictures and are able to see them.

Watcha Think

I am going for a cheery look. Well with all the black and dark colors it looked depressing or so I was told. And I think they were right so I tried to make my place look a little more bright. So I reckon just tell me if you all think it looks better, or if you have any input on what I should do about it to make it look better. Oh I hope you like my self made cheerful picture. lol

One of Evanescence More Popular Song

I just don't feel right about stealing other peoples pictures so this picture is me. I hope everyone can read the lyrics if you click on it. Well this song means so much to me it makes me think of my Mom and Dad. I had said a was back that I lost my Dad, he died of an aneurism. Anyway this song just breaks my heart to listen too. I will put another song on here later that relates to my mother after my Dad died. I hope you like it.

Natasha BedingField

I am hoping you can just click on it and read it. It is kind of long. I also thought that it would just look cool to have the lyrics in a book. This song is called unwritten by Natasha Bedingfield and I can remember as a kid standing in the rain and just being completly happy. The feel of the rain on my face and arms I just really took it all in. So I really related to this song and I just feel awesome after listening to it. I hope you all enjoy.

I'm Sorry To Wreck It

I have been doing good on the not complaining thing. Things have been going well. BUT I CAN'T STAND MY FATHER IN LAW. His brain is the size of a pea. Ok maybe thats taking it to far but he lectured my husband saying to him that he treats me like a dog. A DOG! I don't know what he sees when he is around us but my husband is beyond kind and loving to me. I am about to jam my foot right up my father in laws behind. I don't really want to vent on anyone cause it frustrates the hell out of me but DAMN grow the hell up and get a life.

I believe in God and I have an understanding with God. My father in law is also irritated that we don't go to church. I mean I don't like going , because no matter what kind of chuch you go to everyone has their TRUTH. I have read the bible and I believe what I get from it. Not what someone says I need to know, or need to do.

I have debated on sitting that man down and chew on his @$$ for a while. There are a few things personal that are happening with my husbands family and this man is not making it any easier. I don't see how my (almost) perfect husband (for me) came from this . . . . . . . person. And what is so bad, that job I told you all about it involves working with him everyday. So if you all pray I need some serious prayer in two weeks. Thats when i start work and will be working with him everyday for a few months.

wwwwwhhhhhhhhhuuuuuuuu well I thank you for reading I just needed to vent. I am able to breath now maybe I will be feeling better soon thank you all for the comments.

Oh as for the picture above I took some pictures of water and changed them a little but I think it looks soothing.

My Husband Is So Sweet

I have been very bad sick. I don't know exactly what I have but I feel like complete crap. My husband felt bad for me and bought me some flowers. I thought that this one was so perfect I had to share it.

Hear Me By Kelly Clarkson

Here are some lyrics by Kelly Clarkson. I am not a big fan of hers I just love this song.

Hear Me

(Hear me... Hear me)
You gotta be out there
You gotta be somewhere
Wherever you areI’m waiting…
Cause there are these nights when
I sing myself to sleep
And I’m hoping my dreams bring You close to me
Are you listening?
Hear me I’m crying out
I’m ready now
Turn my world upside downand
Find meI’m lost inside the crowd
It’s getting loud
I need you to see
I’m screaming for you to please
Hear me...hear me
Can you hear me?
hear me
I used to be scared of
Letting someone in
But it gets so lonely
Being on my own
No one to talk to and
No one to hold me
I’m not always strong
Oh I need you here
Are you listening?
Hear me
I’m crying out
I’m ready now
Turn my world upside down and Find me
I’m lost inside the crowd
It’s getting loud
I need you to see
I’m screaming for you to please
Hear me
I’m restless and wild
I fall but I try
I need someone to understand
(Can you hear me?)
I’m lost in my thoughts
And God I have fought
For all that I’ve got
Can you hear me?
Hear me
I’m crying out
I’m ready now
Turn my world upside down and Find me
I’m lost inside the crowd
It’s getting loud
I need you to see
I’m screaming for you to please
Hear me
Hear me, Hear me, Hear me,
Can you hear me?
Hear me, Hear me, Hear me,
Can you hear me?
(Oh, ohoh ohoh ohoh)
Hear me, Hear me, Hear me..

What Kinda Pet Is Good For You

You know people have all kinds of pets but what is the best pet for you?

Dogs are great for just about everyone depending on the dog you get. Now some dogs such as sheep hearder dogs like to run in big areas and need lots of room. There are some smaller dogs that are great for anywhere. I see cats with mostly females. I don't really see to many men loving on a cat. Dogs can be loving but playful mostly and I think are great company. I would like to know what kind of people have pigs as pets. I have met many of people that have had a wide variaty of pets but none of them had pigs. I have known people with squirrel, groundhog, bats, guinea pig, hamsters, fish, horse and I say horse because my friend Alec he had a room built that had a huge door leading outside it was where his horse stayed. And don’t say he was a freak he had gotten the horse for his birthday from his dad, his dad had died a few months after. So he held on to that horse and treated it like a child. But anyway back to my list of pets. Let’s see there were some people with snakes, iguanas, rabbits, mice, one had an alligator but had to give it up for obvious reasons. I would like to know what pets you would like to have. Kind of like a kid wishing he/she could have, like a dinosaur or something. See my son is highly allergic to dogs and hair, but I think he wants something that he can cuddle with. I don’t want to get a hairless cat that thing is just ugly. And I did read about a cat that has been breed for people that are allergic to them. But they cost like a couple thousand dollars. For me fish don’t live very long and there is defiantly no cuddling involved. But tell me what you think is the best pet for you. Or what kind of pet do you have that you just love or hate?

Evanescence

I don't know how many of you listen to Evanescence, but I love this song and wanted to share it. It is called Sweet Sacrifice. I am probably going to put more lyrics on here of songs that I Love and just want to share with you.

Sweet Sacrifice

It's true,
we’re all a little insane,
but it's so clear,
now that I’m thinking (?)
Fear is only in our minds,
taking over all the time,
Fear is only in our minds,
but it's taking over all the time,
You poor, sweet,
innocent thing,
dry your eyesand testify,
You know you live to break things down,
tonight,Sweet Sacrifice
One day,
I'm gonna forget your name,
One sweet day,
you're gonna drown in my lost pain,
Fear is only in our minds,
taking over all the time,
Fear is only in our minds,
but it's taking over all the time,
You poor, sweet, innocent thing,
dry your eyesand testify,
I know you long to break things down,
tonight, Sweet Sacrifice
You fall, sweet,
innocent thing,
dry your eyesand testify,
I know you live to break things down,
tonight, you’re the Sacrific

Newly discoverd Bird

In Bogotá Columbia there they discovered a beautiful new bird. It was found in the Andean cloud forest with its copper color top feathers and the black that runs in with the bright yellow. Now they are trying to protect the area so nothing happens to this beauty of a bird. It is related to the yellow breasted brush finch. There are about two to three new birds discovered in the world every year. This little bird that they found and I find this part so stupid they had one and got DNA from it and set it free but the other died in captivity. I think that is so damn sad they discover a new beautiful thing and they freakin kill it. I know they didn’t do it on purpose but I think sometimes they just should leave things alone.

Hello To All The Peoples

Everything has been going pretty good husband is great. Kids are cute, funny, getting smarter everyday. I do have a ringworm on my neck that has gotten pretty bad. I was told to put walnut on it,so I went and got one. Well I thought it looked bad before I put it on and lets just say I think you have to wait for the walnut to age before you put it on. Because it just burnt the skin right off. So bad that it had turned completly black and the skin started to flake off. For about an hour after it was on I had had enough. But when I went to wash it off it just intensified and I handle pain pretty well and lets just say this brought me to my knees. I am feeling a little better but picture this on both sides of my neck. Yeah I never wanted to rip something apart so bad. Instesad I curled up on my bed and screamed into my pillows. My husband was at work and my kids were taking their naps, I was alone and the most horrible pain I have ever felt in my whole life. I just thought I would share this with you all. So if you ever do get a ringworm walnut is the best, just let it age a bit.

An Amazing Little Girl

I don't know if anyone knows of this little girl that has a gift for drawing and painting. She has been on oprah and such and her paintings are just fantastic. For most she has an explaination for each painting and for a little girl to say such things it just blows my mind. I think everyone should go to this site and check it out. The painting above is called forbidden fruit. She painted it when she was ten, freakin ten years old. She explains waking up early to start on it and she says a little prayer and after she felt like God was saying to her to combine all races since she, whom she is painting is the mother of all mankind. I just love this one and I would love to have it hanging in my livingroom but huge not a little picture at least 3' by 2'. Just go check out the site and look at what all this little girl has done.

http://www.artakiane.com/akiane_art.htm

Crappy or Complicated Movies

You get kind of excited to see the movie and then you are .


Have you ever watched something and didn’t understand the movie. I have watched a few that just blew my mind on how I didn’t get them. I watched premonition last night and I don’t get it. It has Christopher Lloyd and Cutie Adrian Paul. But through the whole damn movie I didn’t get it. If anyone has watched Premonition and understood it please explain it to me.

And another movie is Jim Carrey in Eternal Sunshine of the Spotless Mind. Now that was one screwed up movie. And if you liked it I’m sorry. But that movie sucked or maybe it was because I didn’t understand any of it. Plus I am just not a big fan of Kirsten Dunst I don’t know why I just don’t like her. Nor Johnny Depp I don’t know what it is with him I just don’t like his acting. There is like very few of his movies that I like such as Charlie and the Chocolate Factory and Nightmare on Elm Street.

Now Silent Hill I liked but the ending was a little ……aaaa…..mmmm… well you know I thought I had it all figured out. But a friend of mine told me what they had thought and now I see it kinda both ways. But if you have watched it tell me what you think about the ending.

There was this movie I watched with Ewan McGregor , Ryan Gosling from the Notebook and Naomi Watts from King Kong 2005. That movie was so complicated until the end. My brain had hurt until the ending. Kinda like Street Fight just complicated. But after the ending your kinda like hey that was pretty good.

Now I am a huge movie buff and there are so many movies I need to see. It just feels like I don’t have enough time. So if you have any Ideas on movies that are a must need to watch let me know? I have seen many movies and just to name a few of my favorites: Star Wars all of them, Indiana Jones I just love Harrison Ford, The Jerk, actually any Steve Martin Movie. All Disney animated movies, Constantine, The Lake House. I will leave it at that for now.

So tell me what movies do you just hate or didn’t quite understand?