Monday, September 04, 2006

What Was I Thinking

I have been a good girl for a long time. I have drank on occations and I finally drank a lot saturday night. I had the greatest buzz I felt so great it was wonderful. I have stressing so bad over all this crap and worring about my kids. I went to a great friend of mine and had some drinks and we just chatted and had a blast. I felt so included in it and it was just great. And then I wondered what the hell was I thinking all this time. I have been so goody too shoes and haven't done anything wrong and well I coulda felt this good years ago. I am not saying I am going to become a regular drinker but once a month or even once ever two months would help me so much. I am a ball of nerves and this just flattend me out. I had a so much fun laughing and talking and laughing. They sad I was a funny drunk so I guess thats good. At least I didn't try and kick their butts :-) But I am feeling much better and I think I can take on life without freaking out now. I feel recharged and I thank my friends for it. So if you are having a bad day go get some margarita mix and make you one and just lay back and relax yourself. Thank you for reading my complaining page and I hope it makes you feel as though you can relate to me. And if any of you have thought just drop a comment I am more then happy to read them. Oh I have made these other sites check them out and Please tell me if they are lame. Thanks

http://ditchthestress.blogspot.com/

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http://mtmcs.blogspot.com/

1 comment:

lee said...

Glad to hear that you're relaxing a bit! Good on you! You've obviously been under so much stress with this thing happening with your husband.Will check out your other things one of these days :).