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I am going for a cheery look. Well with all the black and dark colors it looked depressing or so I was told. And I think they were right so I tried to make my place look a little more bright. So I reckon just tell me if you all think it looks better, or if you have any input on what I should do about it to make it look better. Oh I hope you like my self made cheerful picture. lol
I just don't feel right about stealing other peoples pictures so this picture is me. I hope everyone can read the lyrics if you click on it. Well this song means so much to me it makes me think of my Mom and Dad. I had said a was back that I lost my Dad, he died of an aneurism. Anyway this song just breaks my heart to listen too. I will put another song on here later that relates to my mother after my Dad died. I hope you like it.
I am hoping you can just click on it and read it. It is kind of long. I also thought that it would just look cool to have the lyrics in a book. This song is called unwritten by Natasha Bedingfield and I can remember as a kid standing in the rain and just being completly happy. The feel of the rain on my face and arms I just really took it all in. So I really related to this song and I just feel awesome after listening to it. I hope you all enjoy.
I have been doing good on the not complaining thing. Things have been going well. BUT I CAN'T STAND MY FATHER IN LAW. His brain is the size of a pea. Ok maybe thats taking it to far but he lectured my husband saying to him that he treats me like a dog. A DOG! I don't know what he sees when he is around us but my husband is beyond kind and loving to me. I am about to jam my foot right up my father in laws behind. I don't really want to vent on anyone cause it frustrates the hell out of me but DAMN grow the hell up and get a life.
I believe in God and I have an understanding with God. My father in law is also irritated that we don't go to church. I mean I don't like going , because no matter what kind of chuch you go to everyone has their TRUTH. I have read the bible and I believe what I get from it. Not what someone says I need to know, or need to do.
I have debated on sitting that man down and chew on his @$$ for a while. There are a few things personal that are happening with my husbands family and this man is not making it any easier. I don't see how my (almost) perfect husband (for me) came from this . . . . . . . person. And what is so bad, that job I told you all about it involves working with him everyday. So if you all pray I need some serious prayer in two weeks. Thats when i start work and will be working with him everyday for a few months.
wwwwwhhhhhhhhhuuuuuuuu well I thank you for reading I just needed to vent. I am able to breath now maybe I will be feeling better soon thank you all for the comments.
Oh as for the picture above I took some pictures of water and changed them a little but I think it looks soothing.
I have been very bad sick. I don't know exactly what I have but I feel like complete crap. My husband felt bad for me and bought me some flowers. I thought that this one was so perfect I had to share it.
Here are some lyrics by Kelly Clarkson. I am not a big fan of hers I just love this song.
Hear Me
(Hear me... Hear me)
You gotta be out there
You gotta be somewhere
Wherever you areI’m waiting…
Cause there are these nights when
I sing myself to sleep
And I’m hoping my dreams bring You close to me
Are you listening?
Hear me I’m crying out
I’m ready now
Turn my world upside downand
Find meI’m lost inside the crowd
It’s getting loud
I need you to see
I’m screaming for you to please
Hear me...hear me
Can you hear me?
hear me
I used to be scared of
Letting someone in
But it gets so lonely
Being on my own
No one to talk to and
No one to hold me
I’m not always strong
Oh I need you here
Are you listening?
Hear me
I’m crying out
I’m ready now
Turn my world upside down and Find me
I’m lost inside the crowd
It’s getting loud
I need you to see
I’m screaming for you to please
Hear me
I’m restless and wild
I fall but I try
I need someone to understand
(Can you hear me?)
I’m lost in my thoughts
And God I have fought
For all that I’ve got
Can you hear me?
Hear me
I’m crying out
I’m ready now
Turn my world upside down and Find me
I’m lost inside the crowd
It’s getting loud
I need you to see
I’m screaming for you to please
Hear me
Hear me, Hear me, Hear me,
Can you hear me?
Hear me, Hear me, Hear me,
Can you hear me?
(Oh, ohoh ohoh ohoh)
Hear me, Hear me, Hear me..
You know people have all kinds of pets but what is the best pet for you?
Dogs are great for just about everyone depending on the dog you get. Now some dogs such as sheep hearder dogs like to run in big areas and need lots of room. There are some smaller dogs that are great for anywhere. I see cats with mostly females. I don't really see to many men loving on a cat. Dogs can be loving but playful mostly and I think are great company. I would like to know what kind of people have pigs as pets. I have met many of people that have had a wide variaty of pets but none of them had pigs. I have known people with squirrel, groundhog, bats, guinea pig, hamsters, fish, horse and I say horse because my friend Alec he had a room built that had a huge door leading outside it was where his horse stayed. And don’t say he was a freak he had gotten the horse for his birthday from his dad, his dad had died a few months after. So he held on to that horse and treated it like a child. But anyway back to my list of pets. Let’s see there were some people with snakes, iguanas, rabbits, mice, one had an alligator but had to give it up for obvious reasons. I would like to know what pets you would like to have. Kind of like a kid wishing he/she could have, like a dinosaur or something. See my son is highly allergic to dogs and hair, but I think he wants something that he can cuddle with. I don’t want to get a hairless cat that thing is just ugly. And I did read about a cat that has been breed for people that are allergic to them. But they cost like a couple thousand dollars. For me fish don’t live very long and there is defiantly no cuddling involved. But tell me what you think is the best pet for you. Or what kind of pet do you have that you just love or hate?
I don't know how many of you listen to Evanescence, but I love this song and wanted to share it. It is called Sweet Sacrifice. I am probably going to put more lyrics on here of songs that I Love and just want to share with you.
Sweet Sacrifice
It's true,
we’re all a little insane,
but it's so clear,
now that I’m thinking (?)
Fear is only in our minds,
taking over all the time,
Fear is only in our minds,
but it's taking over all the time,
You poor, sweet,
innocent thing,
dry your eyesand testify,
You know you live to break things down,
tonight,Sweet Sacrifice
One day,
I'm gonna forget your name,
One sweet day,
you're gonna drown in my lost pain,
Fear is only in our minds,
taking over all the time,
Fear is only in our minds,
but it's taking over all the time,
You poor, sweet, innocent thing,
dry your eyesand testify,
I know you long to break things down,
tonight, Sweet Sacrifice
You fall, sweet,
innocent thing,
dry your eyesand testify,
I know you live to break things down,
tonight, you’re the Sacrific
In Bogotá Columbia there they discovered a beautiful new bird. It was found in the Andean cloud forest with its copper color top feathers and the black that runs in with the bright yellow. Now they are trying to protect the area so nothing happens to this beauty of a bird. It is related to the yellow breasted brush finch. There are about two to three new birds discovered in the world every year. This little bird that they found and I find this part so stupid they had one and got DNA from it and set it free but the other died in captivity. I think that is so damn sad they discover a new beautiful thing and they freakin kill it. I know they didn’t do it on purpose but I think sometimes they just should leave things alone.
Everything has been going pretty good husband is great. Kids are cute, funny, getting smarter everyday. I do have a ringworm on my neck that has gotten pretty bad. I was told to put walnut on it,so I went and got one. Well I thought it looked bad before I put it on and lets just say I think you have to wait for the walnut to age before you put it on. Because it just burnt the skin right off. So bad that it had turned completly black and the skin started to flake off. For about an hour after it was on I had had enough. But when I went to wash it off it just intensified and I handle pain pretty well and lets just say this brought me to my knees. I am feeling a little better but picture this on both sides of my neck. Yeah I never wanted to rip something apart so bad. Instesad I curled up on my bed and screamed into my pillows. My husband was at work and my kids were taking their naps, I was alone and the most horrible pain I have ever felt in my whole life. I just thought I would share this with you all. So if you ever do get a ringworm walnut is the best, just let it age a bit.
I don't know if anyone knows of this little girl that has a gift for drawing and painting. She has been on oprah and such and her paintings are just fantastic. For most she has an explaination for each painting and for a little girl to say such things it just blows my mind. I think everyone should go to this site and check it out. The painting above is called forbidden fruit. She painted it when she was ten, freakin ten years old. She explains waking up early to start on it and she says a little prayer and after she felt like God was saying to her to combine all races since she, whom she is painting is the mother of all mankind. I just love this one and I would love to have it hanging in my livingroom but huge not a little picture at least 3' by 2'. Just go check out the site and look at what all this little girl has done.
http://www.artakiane.com/akiane_art.htm
